Fix Me

Dear God,
Please help me
I don't understand myself
Can't control my own mind
Don't really know where to go
Can't figure it all

Dear God,
Could u fik me,
To be someone I love to be
Could u turn it back,
And Change my destiny,

Which way must i choose
Which path should i take
What pieces of me could i left
what fucking behaviour should i follow

I ain't guildty
Yes, I do
I'm not a looser

Please help me,
Don't know what to do
I'm lost in life
Lost in translation
Lost to be understood

God,
Could You fix me..